Ayumi Nekomi
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art

United States

I’m sick Asking questions from my self-consciousness
Full of Lies
Can you see it? This feelings…
Quietness strikes me hard and cold

To you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?
My this disease
Before killing you
I want to take back blank days

[GOOFY STATE]
Self-hate
I fall in an infinite loop.
Silent. Escapism. Lie.
Unchangeable rotten root.

To you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?
My this disease
Before killing you
I want to take back blank days

Lost day never undone
It undermines me
So I won’t let you go
Lost day never undone
It undermines me
Disappear before killing you
This [Derangement]

To you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?
My this disease
Before killing you
I want to take back blank days

[GOOFY STATE]
Self-hate
I fall in an infnite loop.
Silent. Escapism. Lie.
Unchangeable rotten root.

Bottom of my decaying mind
The fact that you gave
Day of the change

Never forget it
Next loop means death

Lost day never undone
It undermines me
So I won’t let you go
Lost day never undone
It undermines me
Disappear before killing you
This [Derangement]

I’ll take you
beyond the pain
I won’t let you go
Yes, even if you become just ashes

DERANGEMENT by the GazettE